I'm feeling so down,so moody,so sad,so lifeless..
"The Reason"
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You [x3]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
{Tuesday, September 04, 2007}
Saturday, August 25, 2007
To have friends, we must be friendly ourselves. To begin any friendship, someone must break the ice and try to connect. Yet with so many selfish people looking to take advantage of others, it is no wonder some don't want to risk a potential confrontation. The key to unlocking the door to someone's protective shield might be as simple as a smile, a kind word or a willingness to offer a helping hand.
Consider those who believe they should always agree with friends whether the friends are right or wrong. These people call this being loyal. But in reality, it is misplaced loyalty.
Think about it. Do you want a friend who is loyal to you or loyal to the truth? Compromising the truth isn't loyalty; it's deception—even if it is supposedly done out of kindness. Real friends will be loyal first to the truth and secondarily to us. In following this order, our friends can help us likewise be loyal to the truth.
Mistaken loyalty is one wrong idea regarding friendships. Abandonment is another.
In order to keep from agreeing with a friend who is wrong, some abandon their friends whenever a problem arises. They'd seemingly rather disappear or pretend not to notice than to deal with what is really happening.
At times it may seem the situation is hopeless and that reconciliation is impossible. However, one of the wonderful things about being human is the ability to change our minds when we are shown that our conclusion or position on an issue is not appropriate.
Changing our minds, though, is not an automatic response. We usually think we are right about our decisions, and once our feelings are hurt we tend to think the worst of the other person. Our minds will race to find real or imagined reasons why our feelings of hurt are justified. Therefore changing our minds, at least when conflict is involved, is not the easiest thing to do. We must be willing to admit that our conclusions may not be the correct ones.
Consider those who believe they should always agree with friends whether the friends are right or wrong. These people call this being loyal. But in reality, it is misplaced loyalty.
Think about it. Do you want a friend who is loyal to you or loyal to the truth? Compromising the truth isn't loyalty; it's deception—even if it is supposedly done out of kindness. Real friends will be loyal first to the truth and secondarily to us. In following this order, our friends can help us likewise be loyal to the truth.
Mistaken loyalty is one wrong idea regarding friendships. Abandonment is another.
In order to keep from agreeing with a friend who is wrong, some abandon their friends whenever a problem arises. They'd seemingly rather disappear or pretend not to notice than to deal with what is really happening.
At times it may seem the situation is hopeless and that reconciliation is impossible. However, one of the wonderful things about being human is the ability to change our minds when we are shown that our conclusion or position on an issue is not appropriate.
Changing our minds, though, is not an automatic response. We usually think we are right about our decisions, and once our feelings are hurt we tend to think the worst of the other person. Our minds will race to find real or imagined reasons why our feelings of hurt are justified. Therefore changing our minds, at least when conflict is involved, is not the easiest thing to do. We must be willing to admit that our conclusions may not be the correct ones.
{Saturday, August 25, 2007}
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i had finally emerged from my death-like slumber.For the first time in a long while i could hear my heart beating; i felt alive, and happy to do so.I could just make out, barely visible, a glimmer of light at the end of this black tunnel of pain and sorrow, this hopeless daily gloom.
{Tuesday, July 17, 2007}
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
ist week of term 3 is ald so tiring..and my class got a rather good teacher for physics,my bad sub.
rushing for work,so many things to do but not enough time:(anyway there's dry shoot tml:)then on fri is the actual shoot:)and also the pl walk-a-jog:)and i've work for every sub:(there's work for np too,to write reflection on atc and practice drills:(/:)
today was simply hilarious:):):)stephanie,esther and i went to compass to have lunch at kfc.then while we are eating stephanie suddenly wanted esther to go over to the other table full of guys from dunno which sch to say that stephanie is interested in one of them.but of cos even a idiot knew that we were joking,we didn't esther to do it!!!SHOCKING RIGHT!!then when esther came back she was so embarrased and kept covering her face.then stephanie wrote a letter and asked esther to pass it to the guys,it was super embarrasing!!they kept laughing and looking at us!!so embarrasing,worse still,we were wearing uniform:(
rushing for work,so many things to do but not enough time:(anyway there's dry shoot tml:)then on fri is the actual shoot:)and also the pl walk-a-jog:)and i've work for every sub:(there's work for np too,to write reflection on atc and practice drills:(/:)
today was simply hilarious:):):)stephanie,esther and i went to compass to have lunch at kfc.then while we are eating stephanie suddenly wanted esther to go over to the other table full of guys from dunno which sch to say that stephanie is interested in one of them.but of cos even a idiot knew that we were joking,we didn't esther to do it!!!SHOCKING RIGHT!!then when esther came back she was so embarrased and kept covering her face.then stephanie wrote a letter and asked esther to pass it to the guys,it was super embarrasing!!they kept laughing and looking at us!!so embarrasing,worse still,we were wearing uniform:(
{Wednesday, June 27, 2007}
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
yay!i'm back from ATC.i'm so exausted.
Day 1
it was rather easy on us,as we did not do much tedious stuff.and having fun mingling around with other unitmates:)
Day 2
the second day is the longest,most tedious,toughest,busiest day.we had to do maze,rock climbing,pioneering,kayaking..and we had to knock it down for almost every activity.and by the end of the activities,everybody were pulling up their eyelids,i tried to control by staring at the light bulb infront of me.and we had campfire,it was rather boring and our cheers were like...the CIs were fed up with us and wanted us to do a 3 page reflection,as the torch was not bright enough,i went to the toilet with my tentmate to do the reflection,while we were happily going back to the tent with our reflection,the CI confiscated the reflection,even the guy's were confiscated too.
and kayaking was disastrous,i wonder why are we moving so slowly when i actually paddle so hard.then i suddenly knew why.the maze was ok,cos we cheated.we were supposed to go in the dark but we shined our torch.
Day 3
there was fire drill.and we had to wake up when the whistle sound,it was around 3.30.it was the last day and we had to unpitch our tent and do area cleaning.and we had to bring home the leftover rationings.we gave each other our contacts,we hope to keep contact till sec3 ATC.HAHAS..
ATC is so fun,if the floor /soil/path did not have so much stones,we wouldn't have felt that bad.anyway miss ubin and groupmates.I LOVE ATC!!
Day 1
it was rather easy on us,as we did not do much tedious stuff.and having fun mingling around with other unitmates:)
Day 2
the second day is the longest,most tedious,toughest,busiest day.we had to do maze,rock climbing,pioneering,kayaking..and we had to knock it down for almost every activity.and by the end of the activities,everybody were pulling up their eyelids,i tried to control by staring at the light bulb infront of me.and we had campfire,it was rather boring and our cheers were like...the CIs were fed up with us and wanted us to do a 3 page reflection,as the torch was not bright enough,i went to the toilet with my tentmate to do the reflection,while we were happily going back to the tent with our reflection,the CI confiscated the reflection,even the guy's were confiscated too.
and kayaking was disastrous,i wonder why are we moving so slowly when i actually paddle so hard.then i suddenly knew why.the maze was ok,cos we cheated.we were supposed to go in the dark but we shined our torch.
Day 3
there was fire drill.and we had to wake up when the whistle sound,it was around 3.30.it was the last day and we had to unpitch our tent and do area cleaning.and we had to bring home the leftover rationings.we gave each other our contacts,we hope to keep contact till sec3 ATC.HAHAS..
ATC is so fun,if the floor /soil/path did not have so much stones,we wouldn't have felt that bad.anyway miss ubin and groupmates.I LOVE ATC!!
{Wednesday, June 13, 2007}
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the missy's name is yiLiN :D
she stepped into the world on 27/07/1993
and currently studying in plmgss.
her cca is npcc and she absolutely LOVES <3 it :D
she loves yummy italian food and positive thoughts (:
however she detests backstabbers, liars and being used for a no-good reason.
she would LOVE to get more ZARA clothes as her wardrobe is practically empty.
her wishlist includes amobile phone, Fuji Finepix Z5 Fd, a black wrap-skirt and canvas shoes and a new bag. :D
she stepped into the world on 27/07/1993
and currently studying in plmgss.
her cca is npcc and she absolutely LOVES <3 it :D
she loves yummy italian food and positive thoughts (:
however she detests backstabbers, liars and being used for a no-good reason.
she would LOVE to get more ZARA clothes as her wardrobe is practically empty.
her wishlist includes a
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